I think we all know I'm scatterbrained. But when I'm running on little sleep I'm almost incapable of adding 1+1.
I did laundry almost every day this last week and we have no socks, no towels and I have zero clean undies. Yet every day I thought OMG Nikki you must wash these items or tomorrow is going to suck again. And tomorrow rolls around, we're all wearing mix matched socks, another morning without a shower and I'm commando. And when I needed towels last week, instead of washing ALL the towels, I washed 2. TWO towels for 4 people...how I did this I don't know as I do not remember only grabbing two, I thought for sure I washed an entire load.
Yesterday as Bo and I were making dinner I looked over and saw the sink had handwashed dishes soaking in water....hmmm when did I do that??? Seriously do you know, cause I still can't remember when I did this.... we couldn't tell if I'd even put soap in the water.
Speaking of dinner yesterday, you would have thought I was trying to perform brain surgery as I tried to come up with what to make! Bo wasn't excited about making the recipe I had planned so he asked what other recipes I had ingredients for. I was like 'uh uh uh what are we talking about'. No joke, ask him.
I am frustrated by the fact that at the rate I'm going, if I'm dressed in actual clothes that are mine and they relatively cover my fluffy butt it's a good day. I'm frustrated that every morning/evening it's a mad rush to see what we need/have and try to get things done ASAP so we can get out the door.
But I can't help but laugh at how ridiculous I am these days. It's so much easier than being mad at myself and kicking my ass over how little I'm able to do.