This is going to suck

Bailey has another trip today and I decided not to go. 

And my anxiety is going crazy.  It's having a party right now. 

It didn't help that this morning he said he doesn't want to go on a trip without me.  Yeah that helped me a bunch kiddo.  I promised him I'd go on another trip, and he seemed to be happy.

It's a good thing my house is a wreck and I have tons to do to keep me distracted....if I can do it to keep distracted with the way my nerves are going right now.