In real life I'm a goober, I'm only serious here and that is the weirdest thing. I still haven't figured out where this new voice comes from when I write a post. If you ever met me you'd be shocked at the difference. And if you ran into someone I personally know, they'd roll their eyes and say 'Nikki serious? Ha that's like a pig that can fly'.
And because I love and miss my Honey Cheeks, Example B
This whole changing my life thing has made me far too serious. After yesterday's post I struggled to get through my day. That's when it hit me, I was sucking the fun out of everything. I walked away and enjoyed the beauty that is Damn You Auto Correct for a while. And what do you know my goofballness (dude if that is not a word it should be) returned. So much so that last night I played with the kids when normally by 5 I'm crashed on the couch with zero energy. I don't know if it was really that website and laughing and having fun all afternoon but I do know that at 7pm I was running around the house playing with the kids. The shock on all their faces as I ran around chasing them was not only priceless but a bit heart breaking. None of them could remember the last time I'd done that....I'm not sure I've ever really done it to be honest.
There's a difference between changing to be better and changing who you really are. I'm changing my life by truly stepping into my role as a SAHM, but that doesn't mean I have to lose my laughter to make that happen.