And it's not because I've ran out of things to blog about, it's the exact opposite. This blog is my therapy so to speak. It's where I come to bitch, or have break downs cause of the OCD/depression/anxiety. No matter how hard I try to write about other things, it never feels right. It's like if this were a book blog and I suddenly started posting things on brain surgery. It doesn't feel right. I'm seeing hardly any traffic lately and the comments are about dried up (not that I blog for either). I know why. I see why. My posts are sucking majorly, because although I try to write about something else, I just can't do it any justice...not here anyway.
So I created something new. Something that doesn't make me feel all down and blue whenever I log into it. I don't feel the need to talk about OCD or depression only. I don't feel like I'm cheating somehow by wanting to write a post about couponing or cooking or trying to get myself organized. I don't feel like I've already failed before I even start writing, like I do here.
That doesn't mean this blog is being shut down, cause it's not. I still need it. I'll still post. I just don't want to hate blogging....and I have for a while now. I hate that I don't feel like I can write about something I want to write about on my own blog. I don't know why that is, but it is and I've fought it long and hard, but it hasn't changed anything. I want to come here for the times I need it, I want to share tips and articles and even books about my issues, but I find it hard to do that when I have all these other things I'd like to blog about too.
Anyway, this is just a test. This new blog may not last long. But I wanted to give it a try anyway and see where it lead me.
If your curious it's here...figured I might as well use it since we created it for the website that is still sitting there collecting dust...maybe this will be what I do with it...who knows.
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