The Nikki Chronicles..hehe

Alright so yesterday blew a big giant ______ fill in the word you like best ;).  The headaches are starting earlier in the day, and most days I wake up with one.  Sigh.  I'm not sure how well its going to go with me trying to work out or stay off my butt as much as possible, since the only thing that stops the room from spinning is lying perfectly still.

Pilates and a spinning room are NOT compatable, just so you know.

But I tried anyway, I didn't try pilates but I did set my timer and made sure I didn't sit down for more than 15 minutes at a time.  Well I did this until about one in the afternoon when my headache kicked into high gear.  So hey its something, and I'm not kicking myself for not doing more.  I semi sorta paid attention to what I ate, right now, I think this is going to be the toughest thing to do.

I did write, woohoo!  I even spent some time coming up with more background for characters coming up later.  Miss this is the story we were talking about when you were here, I've added tons to what I sent you.  It was pretty much all I could do, although looking over it today, I'll be changing it.  My mind was so not working, LOL.

I tried to be positive all day yesterday and at times it worked and at times it ticked me off.  Which made me laugh later, but at the time I was like "Seriously positivity sucks ass right now so stop it". 

Thinking about writing every day on this was one thing that ticked me off.  Funny huh.  I made a deal with myself that I'd keep track to make sure I don't give up, and yet remembering I had to "journal" it didn't make me happy.  I actually thought of saying nope I'll do this once a week.  But I'm not, because thats another way of giving up.  If I don't write it here, I'll be writing in my journal that I haven't wrote in in a few years.  Bad, I know Miss.  So somewhere its written and I have to do it, to keep myself on track.

My mantra yesterday: I will get published damnit...haha...and look good doing it.