Wednesday, July 13, 2011
He says it's a step...I say I'm not impressed
Basically, I'm on a constant simmer of anger but if you get me talking about the things I have to do around here, or the kids and their behavior, I'm yelling and angry instantly and you better leave me alone for a while.
So imagine how happy and fun it was last night when Bo and I sat down and went over some ideas and changes to make things go smoother for me around the house and with the kids.
I was pissed, yelling and doubting every suggestion...even my own.
We've only changed a couple things about the daily 'routine', and yet it feels like my already overwhelming workload has tripled. I know this isn't true, but my emotions are saying differently. I'd rather do nothing at all then have to make sure I keep up with the three things we added for the kids to do each day. I don't get it, I really truly don't, it's not like we're asking them to detail clean an entire room every day, it's extremely simple tasks. But I'm at that point of anything is too much.
The only light I can see is that today is Wednesday and that's now my night off. After dinner, my job is done, DONE, and I can do anything I want to by myself.